Merry Christmas^^

To me, Christmas gives me a very strange impression.
Christmas is the celebration of the birth of Jesus, however nowadays it is a way of business that all of the stuff you buy will be expensive until boxing day.

Culture, human mind, how the world works have changed how Christmas should be, but does it really affect me much?...

What does Christmas mean to me. To me, I would enjoy the warmth of people, family and friends, whilst walking down a beautiful road with light decorations and enjoying the atmosphere, shopping or window shopping, to me christmas means hope. But this year I am spending my Christmas in the UK...unlike the norm, where I enjoy those things in the middle of the busy City of Hong Kong.

I feel extremely strange yet, I feel another type of happiness in this, the feeling of being just normal, just like how Jesus rests in his bed in the barn(?). I am starting to learn how to love something I thought I would hate, I am also starting to realise that what I thought was important was probably just a lie...Maybe whats truely important isn't what most people are doing, but what is right because it is right.

So I made this, for my school's Christmas card competititon few weeks back, with this feeling, asking myself. What taste is the taste of Christmas.
Whilst I post this up, I am listening to Necro Phantasia.
Just like what ZUN said in his Magical Astronomy CD.
Why should you be afraid of using a medicine that gives you eternal life? Stories says that you will see you lose everything you love, although thats true, and I agree. But if such medicine exists, then it doesn't mean you won't die, it doesn't mean you will see you lsoe things. It means the boundary of death and life is removed. In other words, you are forever dead and alive.

I am starting to realise that why I love Necro Phantasia so much. And so I am starting to remove the boundary of right or wrong, but seek for what is the truth. That way, the only way, I will seek love in everything.

Maybe thats how God feels. Maybe thats why he gave us Jesus, by his death, he removed our death, and by his resurrection, he restores life. In a sense, this is Necro Phantasia...

Anyway, Merry Christmas, sorry for the long thing but hey, this is how I feel. I feel I need to accomplish something big, soon or later, I will do it, by first removing the boundary.